Saturday, May 3, 2008


Sometimes you feel empty and lonely inside...you feel like the hole world is cheating on you and you can escape of this mess, world mess...

Deep feelings of sadness and hate come in your mind embracing you with a wind of lonelyness and cofusion:Where am I?WHy?Why....

You start to think about dead people and put yourself in their person and take the right or the wrong decisions...or maybe just get lost in that wide world of inconcious things and people...

Where could you find help and love...where could you find your peaceful and dramatic path...where is that lost paradise of your mind?Inside of you maybe...still...


When you open your eyes in the morning you think to yourself:today it will be better than yesterday...but, is that so?And then you take a few steps and all the problems fall against you again like they did yesterday, the day after yesterday...and like they did since you realised them.


Sometimes you dare to ask yourself:What do I do here?And what should I do...if I can, if I want, if I dream?!But then you become useless to everyone and you begin to lose heart...to lose those hopes that kept you alive for so long...here comes the theatral end of good things...darkness embracing your 'perfect,lovely' life....


But then you see a light, a beautiful pure light coming from somewhere...you don't know where...and that light is floathing around you bringing back your memories, your hopes, your dreams...and you start to wonder if this is a miracle...or if somehow you deserve a second chance, a second way to what you used to be?

And Yes,,,you deserve that, everyone deserves it and so do you...Shake your head , raise your shoulders and keep going on your own path and finally you will reach the supreme happiness...here it is smiling at you a little angel with his pure, delicate wings...touch him and love him and you will receive your human soul back...

Then learn to love the world and every single thing of it:leaves, trees, people, insects, feelings, animals, yourself...and everything that has a soul and a shape...


...you know what they say:Love is from God, and sometimes love is the only thing that can help you~Love is the light of day, and the deepest dark of the night...Keep your soul alive~


Now listening:Whitesnake - Love Ain't No Stranger~