Heya tomodachi-desu!Lum here again:P

Today was something like...Huge busy day~Damn that was hard...or not?!I had three tests:at math, chemestry and english.At math i'm pretty sure that everything is just a bigg mess:DYeah tipical for me...what can I say...I HATE MATH maybe.~

The printemps has arrived and I feel somewhow new and fresh but I still think that i need a vacation...FAST.Heee...nevermind, give up-_-''

I.M is such a crazy high school...all the people are united to spend their time outside the school not inside, in classes...pretty boring to stay at classes regulary.7 hours per day....COME ON, idiots~!Anyway...Stop, for nowp

Ja ne~Now listening to:Tegoshi Yuya(kawai)~Sunadokei^^Suki~*.*

P.s:I wanna meet T-kun one day!!!

Heya....i'm changing myself.Don't know why, but i feel like a different person inside.
I keep dreaming about Japan and I feel that i will get there sooner than I thought.Who knows?!
Anyway today i hope that it will be a good day...please let it be like that.

I need a vacation soon...but I far from getting one~

I need to finish my french essay....ja ne~

I'm listening to:Chris Daughtry-Over you~(nice voice dude~)

Life seems to be so sad sometimes.It's like you loose your head and you don't know what are you doing, what's your purposepI feel so empty inside that i cannot even imagine my life beyond the real life.I'm like a toy, an invisible toy of world.World seem to be so different from what i've imaginated...people are different, food is different, love is different, words are ...difficult.It hurts alot sometimes~

Watching the snow i've been thinking about...myself.Me and the world, me and my thoughts, me and my perfect boy i've never had.Empty again!I'm asking myself every day:my dream will ever come true?~Why i am so different?Because i want so or because this is my story, my destiny.I create my own world but still i'm losing my soul inside the real one.I'm losing the point of doing the same time every single day, in every single second...minute...year...life~

Please, let the snow fall and bring back my hopes, my dreams...my lost soul!I need it back..i can't live without my dreams...without dreaming;world it's too cruel under her fake face.Lies...all i see is lies and more hate than love.What's luv?Where is that?Can i found it one day?

Maybe i'll reach the stars one day and i'll pay the price of life.There is no succes without sacrifice.Isn't that right?!

Just let it snow under my soul and let my life follow her own way~bSacrifice yourself for your dreams and shall it be as i wish.

I'm now listening to:Anime sad song-_-''Hontou ni sad:(
I luv snow~

Lumea mi se pare o ironie uneori.Totul are un sens, totul are o culoare, totul un gust diferit.O zi mai buna, una rea, una buna , una rea...la nesfarsit.Dar totul tine de tine, de propria ta persoana.Nimeni nu poate sa iti spuna ce sa faci daca nu vrei si uneori simti ca te-ai bagat in ce nu trebuia si ca ai facut totul pe dos.Dar sentimentele de genu trec, trec si dispar si iar apar si tot asa.

Ehhh e prea frumos afara acum ca sa fiu iar melancolica si sa las lumea sa cada asupra mea.Lumea rascolita de un alb pur, iubirea o aduna si fulgii mici de nea in brate m-au cuprins.Cata dragoste am simtit atunci?Nici nu-ti poti imaginap...~
In ora de romana a inceput sa ninga asa de frumos incat mi-am dar frau liber sufletului si am scris o poezie.Wanna listen?Here it is:poem time.

Fulgi de nea

Ingeri albi coboara din ceruri
Aluneca pe stresini de lut,
O lume din basme,
Un suflet umplut cu iubire.

Dar unde si cand?
In sufletu-ti cald
Iubirea-i povara,
Mai grea decat lumea.

Te ninge, iubite
Te pierd in visare
Incerc sa t-ajung,
Dar vantul ma duce.

Departe, intr-un loc
Astept peste noi sa cada
Ingerii albi si plini de sperante;
Un vis, un gand, o imbratisare.

Privesc fara sa vad
Iubesc fara sa-nteleg,
Parfumul iubirii
Cu fulgi ne-nconjoara.

Enjoy the feeling...LOVE WINTER!~T-kun suki:Pp

Konnichi wa^^Uhhh it's so busy out here~!I don't really have time to write to you everyday...gomene-_-''But anyway..nothing special happen this days, just boring and boring.The only thing i love is Canto and Kempo...i must work hard!~~The sunshine is so beautiful and pale this days, love it!
Hmm...i want something special to happen to my life, but what?I don't really know...but maybe i'll be surprised one day:P

Gackt:Dears...lovely song again*.*Ja ne^^

Konnichi wa~I got up at 6:30 in the morning...
Today school starts again-_-''Boring!~There's nothing interesting in our school!And i have to take a test paper today at french...grammar...bleah~I like japanese more than french...

I found an interesting drama to watch:Hana KimipIt's pretty cool~That makes me want to love Japan more and more...i think that japanese high schools are so interesting, and it seems to be more easier at them.

Ok i have to go and study now...wish me luck^^Ja ne~,

Heya~

Flower are so beautiful...i made a present to my okasan today, a printemps present:XA beautiful Primola flower,so bright:pink with white....so PurepThis year must be a good one for all the people in the world~

Yesterday i was so tired and i didn't had time to talk to you...sorry-_-''But it was great...sensei-kun worked with me all the time...I did my best but i can Do Better than that.I wanna become a good fighter^^And i will...i must think positive for once in my life...Lol damn~

I'm busy now..i have to practice for Valentine's Day...i must sing at the spectacle and i've prepared to songs:Celine Dion-Taking Chances and Faith Hill-it matters to me...lovely song~
So i must go and practice....matane tomodachi^^

Arigatou P-kun~

P-kun...after seeing NWP i've learned a lot of things~!I wanna thank you for that-->Hontou arigatou^^You've made me realise that life is more than living...that life has here one interpretation and we must be happy for every moment, happy for being alive.!

I learned that if you share love you may get the same feeling back...you must Belive and you must have trust in youp...P-kun you've made to Promise that i will go to Japan and i will make my dream come true.I'm so happy just thinking about this...i feel free,my soul is free now and i feel like loving the hole world around me*:X

I love my brother, even that he is a pain in the neck sometimes, i love my mother even that she thinks that i'm a little crazy dreamer, i LOVE my hole family, i love JAPAN even that i've never been there before...I wanna scream:I WANNA LIVE IN JAPAN,

I WANNA HAVE AN ADVENTUROUS LIFE THERE,

I WANNA BECOME A SINGER IN JAPAN,

I WANNA FIND MY TRUE LOVE IN JAPAN(especially the last one, lol)!~.~!--__--''

Hehhe i'm pretty crazy..yeah i know~Break it, I don't wanna change myself for nothing and for nobody...I wanna live my life and taste the colors of love and happiness!,l

You know, my wish becomes stronger and stronger as i see you P-kun...looking at dramas means love and you make me create my own world inside my head...like a little Japan mind!~Funny thing~Hontou arigatou once again P-kun~I hope you will have a lovely life and you will be happy.

I remember that i used to hate you before, but i didn't know why...hmmm silly me, but in Romania we have a special word, a true one:Cei care se resping, se atrag or Urasti persoana pe care o iubesti, dar o urasti defapt din dragoste deoarece nu realizezi adevarul inca.I feel like being part of the last one:but now I realise...

The Corrs:Angel..lovely song, I'm listening to it right now, and it's a dedication for you P-kun^^Oyasumi nasai nee...

Dreams~Take your chances and listen to your heart...can you hear it?!What does she say?~

Heya~Ummmm...i'm feeling rather tired and bored...today was a weird day for me.I'm listening to an old song that i love:Bobby McFerrin-Don't worry be happy...oke if you say so..i'm happy...or not really~^.=

I was just thinking about world and about my stupid impossible dreams...sometimes i think that i'll never go to Japan and i will never make my dream true.Hmmm...damn i am so confused, won't somebody save me?!:((p[f

Anyway today was a busy day...i did alot of Cambridge tests and i'm so dizzy~I just wanna relax:((....but i can't because i have lots of thing to do-_-''Sometimes i'm afraid that i will never pass that very EXPANSIVE exam...and okasan will kill me~Damn i feel already dead...but, you know,i'm not really afraid of okasan, i just don't wanna waste moneyxk

I wanna be happy...but somehow i think i don't know the recipe of happiness and i think that my happiness is in Japan~Crazy thing to say huh?O.oBut who knows...

I will work hard to become a good fighter...this is my passion so i must keep it up~I wanna make sensei proud of me, i wanna show him that you can do everything if you are optimist~Gambate Lum desu^^

P.s:P-kun is interesting..he has such a good heart, and i like his smile:PI hope i will meet him one day~

Hello^^Another day...i had a strange dream last night...bbrrr~I dream that I had 2 mothers....sooo weirdO.o~And they were the same...that made me remember how important is my mam' for me...LUV here:X She is great...those 2 mothers were only a single person in my life~Hard to explain...My family is important for me...i couldn't live without them...my life is so good when I have them around:X

Today i had to make a video...huh it was so damn hard, i couldn't stop laughing and it was hard for me to concentrate.In that video i had to stay sad and melancholic...uuuurfxBut i did it...the sunny day helped me so much~It was a lovely sunny day today, the sun gaved me power and energy~-

After finishing the video i got out with Ionela...we had a long long walk~It was funny, we talk about Japan for about an hour LOlO.o~Luv Japan...

Well..i have to go to Kempo now...Kempo=love fighting...hehe i'm a strange girl:PGet used to it~

P.s:Ashiteru okasan:X...p

Time Pass

The start...always bright, always sad~But who knows...it might get a happy one in time.I'm here with all my thoughts and with my...soul~I'll never forget my dreams...i'll reach them one day...it's a PROMISE.Belive...*.*