AVEX AUDITION SONG~R. Ioana- Hoshikuzu

This is the song I prepared for 'AVEX INTERNATIONAL AUDITION'!^^Enjoy~:P

~Si doare...~


Inchide-ma in muzica ta,
Lasa noaptea sa-ti patrunda-n minte
Incarca-mi sufletul de cuvinte dulci;
Elibereaza-ti teama si apropiete mai mult.


Timizi, ne-am pierdut in visare
Dar pasul nu vrea a-l porni
Iar ochii mei il indeamna
Spre o dorinta nebuna
Sa vii!


Timpul trece si zilele zboara
Imi pierd speranta, ma pierd in visare
De ce tie sufletul rau si ma minte
Si teama te-opreste,
Dorinta-ti paleste?


Incerci sa gasesti cuvinte alese
Cauti dragostea-n versuri,
Iar muzica sperante infiripa
Dar totusi el trece...


Dorinta nebuna in gand s-aprinde
Se zbate si striga, se chinuie, plange
O, luna tu draga sadeste il el
Puterea de-a spune ce-i in sufletul sau~

Now listening:Yukata Ozaki-I love you~

Cand ai sa vii...


Intre pereti imi petrec veacul
Innebunesc de dorul tau,
Si mor si nu stiu cand si unde
Ma pierd-n cuvinte si linistea-n vesminte.


Nu te-am atins decat cu gandul
Nu te-am vorbit decat cu vantul
Te-am inecat in vorbe dulci
Si altadata in naluci.


Privirea ta mi-a cuprins suflul
Si mana ta mi-a atins sufletul
Dar totusi soarele apune,
Si stelele lucesc pe cer-
Ca pentru prima oara,
ca pentru un ultim gand~

Now listening:Staind-Belive

~Pacat~


Ai decazut iubitul meu,
Si te-ai amestecat cu moartea
Si totusi n-ai uitat
Ca dragostea nu moare.

Si te-am visat de atatea ori
Miraj dulce mi-ai fost
Si au trecut ani peste ani
Si viata mea nu-i dulce.


Nu-i dulce fara vocea ta
Nu-i dulce fara mana ta
Ce calda mi-a atins obrazul
Si grijile le-a imprastiat...


Si totusi a trecut iar vremea
Patru anotimpuri te-au visat
Pe sub privirea ta cea rece
Si sub acelasi zambet trist.


Timpul mi-e scump
Si n-am cuvinte,
In suflet lacrimi cad
Si amintirea ta cea dulce
O chem din nou
din vis, in vis...
din noapte in noapte
din suflare in suflare.

Sa-oprim iar timpul pentru noi
Sa fim iar singuri printre nori
Sa fim legenda printre ei...

Now listening:Snow Patrol-The Planets bend between us

Thoughts...


Time...

Mi-e dor de zilele insorite
Fara griji si fara dor
Mi-e dor d-atingerea naturii
Si de zambetul culorilor.



Thinking...

Nu am renuntat si nu voi renunta
La ceea ce imi e dat sa astept,
La ceea ce imi e dat sa sufar
Si-astept caci, fara tine..zilele si noptiile nu mai au culoare.

Soul passion...

Sentimentele s-amesteca,
Pasiunea se aprinde
Te rog n-o mai stinge,
Lasa-ma sa te cuprind...
Sufletul sa ti-l alint.

Cand stelele s-aprind...cand luna rasare
Cerul e albastru pur
Priveste in sus, caci lumea e prea mare
Si de ma vei gasi...aduna-ma in amintirea ta,
...nu ma uita niciodata~

*Now listening:Millenium-Fata sihastra

~Zbor~

Dincolo de timp
Dincolo de soarta...

Un vis in armonie
Un suflet zbuciumat,
De mii si mii de ganduri
In enigme-ntrupat.

E inima ce moare
Demult de dorul lor
E sufletul ce plange
La poarta dorintelor.

E setea ce s-aprinde
De zi cu zi, in zori
Cu amintiri se stinge
In urma stelelor...

Song:Miyuki Nakajima (中島みゆき)

Beyond time
The Keeper:
Fragments of life
Someday, somewhere your soul will remember
00:20



I'm tired of thinking...I don't wanna think anymore.All my life was about thinking and now I'm sick of it.
I can't sleep because I am always thinking about something, I can't sleep because my mind keeps processing information from some place I don't know.
I just wanna sleep and stop thinking...be happy without thinking, without worrying and questioning myself about every little damn thing...

Sometimes I feel like I can't do anything, that I'm useless and non-valuable...but somehow I just have to stop thinking about this.I need to shut my mind down and sleep.
But I can't because thoughts are always coming straight to my mind and I can escape.I've tried but I failed...I failed so many times that I can even remeber and I'm tired of failing.
I become inhuman and I think like a robot, like a man who's brain was replaced with a machine.I loose myself in thoughts and I'm a prisoner;all over I look I see people worrying, people crying, people suffering, people shouting, people killing...so much hate and pain....
I'm a prisoner of my thoughts, a prisoner of my own mind and no matter how hard I try I still can't find a reason for me to go on...
It's hard...I'm blocked, I can't escape, I'm suffocating here and it's pretty dark and cold....But after all, I just wanna know why am I still thinking?Am i alive...I am dead?I still can't find an explanation for my thoughts...

Why do people always think about something?Can't they just empty their head and live without worries and problems...I thought that they were right when they said that love is all it matters, that love can save me...love is the reason why they are always thinking about something or about someone.
But they lied to me and she cheated on me, she played with me like an useless toy and I'm lost now...she left me closed in her memories and now I can't escape anymore.I was a foul to belive them, she was a foul to leave me with my thoughts again.She took my soul and all the things I've gained in it and now I'm empty inside;no dreams to be reached, no love to be loved...but she still forgot something to take from me:my painful thoughts and the other part of me that she never bothered to discover.She forgot and she left with a note in her hands.I still remember those words, those things that tasted like happiness...but was I really happy with such a soul next to me?...
See, words are falling on me, they try to harm me, to kill me in silent pleasure of loneliness.
I'm done thinking of her....I see crossing into my eyes memories and pictures of past...some of them I can barely remember, but somehow I can feel them, I can sense them like all the good things come to an end and they wait for a new start, a new reborn of an lost and forgotten soul.But I didn't knew she was just a ghost passing by in my unknown existence and then i let her steal my soul...I just couldn't resist, I was weak in front of her power.If I only knew that, if someone whispered to my ear this hidden secret I would turn back time, I would have hold here in my arms and with tears in my eyes kissed her trembling lips once then turned my back to this unfaithful destiny.And that kiss would have last for an eternity...

But in the end I'm sure that I will never forget to...think...about...

FIn~

If you wander off to far, my LOVE will get you home

If you follow the alone star, my Love will get you home

If you ever find yourself lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My Love will get you home, boy

My Love will get you home...


If the bright lights blind your eyes

My Love will get you home

If your troubles break your strike

My Love will get you home...


If you ever feel ashamed, my Love will get you home

Whenever is only you to blame, my Love will get you home

Get back on your feet and think of me...

My Love will get you gome!~

Inside a girl's heart~

Love is a strange connection, a strange alchemy of feelings and confusion.Just imagine:you are staying next to a boy, a cute and talkative and for a few moments you begin to sense his feelings, his smile, his first friendly kiss on your cheek and his perfume floating and surrounding you with a friendly atmosphere.A woman has special ways of interpreting a man, she has that kind of good intuition and a little machine inside that rejects or accept men around them.Miraculous no?!Well it should be...

Then you start to think about him, even that for the first time you had that feeling of hating him.You smile at his jokes, you smile when he smiles, you listen to him because he is proud of his own words and without a reason you feel proud too.

Is this love or just a stupid feeling that turns you on and then leaves you without a clue?!It may be a way of reading inside a man's heart, inside his true face, inside his stupidish smile and acts...But it's a nice feeling and plus, you don't ever forget his perfume...good for lonely nights...


Now listening:Southern All Stars - Tsunami

Again i'm falling in some kind of deep thoughts and I can't find an explication for all my dreams, for all my feelings.It's a feeling of desperation...or I could blame the weather no?...It's raining again and i'm kind of emotional...The storm is so mad,cruel, heartless but all this things with a good reason behind...it's our fault, human fault~

It's again my words against yours
My soul against your feelings
My own convictions against the world
And i'm lost again.


I thought the world would be a place
For those who are lost
A place for my head
Or a place in my mind...

Now listening:Southern All Stars - Sea of Love

Sometimes you feel empty and lonely inside...you feel like the hole world is cheating on you and you can escape of this mess, world mess...

Deep feelings of sadness and hate come in your mind embracing you with a wind of lonelyness and cofusion:Where am I?WHy?Why....

You start to think about dead people and put yourself in their person and take the right or the wrong decisions...or maybe just get lost in that wide world of inconcious things and people...

Where could you find help and love...where could you find your peaceful and dramatic path...where is that lost paradise of your mind?Inside of you maybe...still...

When you open your eyes in the morning you think to yourself:today it will be better than yesterday...but, is that so?And then you take a few steps and all the problems fall against you again like they did yesterday, the day after yesterday...and like they did since you realised them.

Sometimes you dare to ask yourself:What do I do here?And what should I do...if I can, if I want, if I dream?!But then you become useless to everyone and you begin to lose heart...to lose those hopes that kept you alive for so long...here comes the theatral end of good things...darkness embracing your 'perfect,lovely' life....

But then you see a light, a beautiful pure light coming from somewhere...you don't know where...and that light is floathing around you bringing back your memories, your hopes, your dreams...and you start to wonder if this is a miracle...or if somehow you deserve a second chance, a second way to what you used to be?

And Yes,,,you deserve that, everyone deserves it and so do you...Shake your head , raise your shoulders and keep going on your own path and finally you will reach the supreme happiness...here it is smiling at you a little angel with his pure, delicate wings...touch him and love him and you will receive your human soul back...

Then learn to love the world and every single thing of it:leaves, trees, people, insects, feelings, animals, yourself...and everything that has a soul and a shape...

...you know what they say:Love is from God, and sometimes love is the only thing that can help you~Love is the light of day, and the deepest dark of the night...Keep your soul alive~

Now listening:Whitesnake - Love Ain't No Stranger~

Wake me up, wake me up when you come back

I'll be here, i'll be waiting here for you!

I can be your best friend

I can be your lease friend

I can be your boyfriend

But i don't wanna be your ex-friend.

Don't you know

This guy who sang a song

about the highest common factor and so?

It's kind of how this is I'll tell you

what it is about all your questions you have asked...

Korede godo me no wakare banashidesu, demo konkai wa dokoka chigaundesu.Itsumono "nipoun, Kiokusoushitsu" mo nazeka konkai wa kikanaindesu.

"Mouyada" tte omoteitannara, soredemo boku wa iikedo,

"Sayonara" tte itta no wa kimi nano ni, nande naita no?

Wake me up, wake me up

Wake me up, wake me up, wake me up, when you come back.

If that answer is "no", what should I do?Should I cry? Should I die?

Or go crazy and then flyBetter yet should I kiss myself donmai.

Now come back, now come back, now come back, I'll take it back.I'll be here, I'll be here, I'll waiting here for you.
x.X

Lost for e.v.e.r...

Ti-ai lasat capul in jos,

Si-erai singur si trist

Si ai murit si te-ai pierdut

In alta lume, intunecata...si e frig.

Aripile ti s-au frant si ai cazut

Si nimeni nu te-a ajutat

Si ai oftat si-ai plans

Dar nimeni nu te-a auzit...nu i-a pasat.

Acum mie dor, mie dor de tine

Si nu te stiu, nu te-am stiut

Si ai pierit insingurat

De dorul altora te-ai curmat.

Stai singur si ploaia te ingroapa

Privindu-ti trupul fara viata

Si eu am murit cu tine,

Si totusi este trist in lume...

Now listening:Elisa-Stranger~

Totul cade in jurul meu...peste tot e intuneric~Nu vad nici o mana intinsa sau vreun loc cald, vesel...

Vad oamenii veseli dar plini de ura si invidie, vad lumea in alb si negru si totusi nu inteleg...d ce eu?

Am vrut sa zambesc dar ei mi-au luat zambetul...am vrut sa iubesc dar ei mi-au luat inima...si cerul odata cu ei~M-au lasat goala dar plina de iluzii mincinoase care se tot invart in mintea mea...si ma pierd..

Sufletul mie gol si plin de dispret...un aspru si crunt dispret...lumea nu mai are culoare si se pierde incetul cu incetul in negura infinita a Universului~

Si totusi de ce eu?

Am vrut sa cred ca totul e bine si ca am si eu o valoare adevarata...dar NU, nu a fost asa...Mi-au aratat ca eu visam si defapt totul era doar o simpla amagire...

Si imi aduc aminte:"...ai talent, esti buna, ne place ce faci"....erau doar cuvinte, iluzii si nimic mai mult...si-i trist, prea trist si nu mai suport~

Traiesc intr=un loc unde nimeni nu ma stie,nimeni nu ma cunoaste, nimanui nu-i pasa...si totusi de ce eu?

Vreau sa fiu libera...sa fug de propria-mi fiinta, sa ma parasesc si sa ma duc departe...dupa nori sa ma ascund si sa tac....

Dar NU, nu pot, mie imposibil...sa inca simplu un profund ReGrEt...Si totusi de ce eu?~

Now listening:Elisa-Rainbow

Ehhh sorry for not writing for a long time~I was so busy lately^^Hontou gomenasai.

Anyway..interesting things?Not really...i mean I dumpt into a boy that i almost hugged him...-__-''weird thing!He 'crushed' in me all of a sudden and i had this kind of reaction....brrr~

School sucks lately so I prefer not taking about it:DThanksO.o
Audition please be good^^Ja~

Now listening to:Gipsy King-Caminando por la Calle(they are goodO.o)

Heya...
Life can be so weird sometimes...someday you will understand some things but it takes time to realise their importance~I feel so strange as i discover something new in my life and I think about it alot, and after a long time I understand his mean in my own life...
Hey I'm growing up...pbut still I want to remain a child:(...I love being a silly, crazy kid~
Anyway...now i am following my big dream-->Japan dream^^I will never give up!

Now listening to:Ayaka Hirahara-Jupiter(sugoi-ne*)

Cum ar fi lumea fara culoare?Cum ar fi lumea fara viata?

Gandurile ne ravasesc viata zi de zi,

Cuvintele ce numai noi la putem intelege,

Lucruri pe care le facem fara sa ne gandim.

Lumea ca un robot, o vad uneori

Lipsita de sentimente, lipsita de dragoste

Inconjurata de-ntuneric, de vise fara sperante~

Dar cand raza de lumina se coboara din Rai

Stiu ca dragostea exista...culoarea ne trezeste,

Iubirea ne-ntareste.

Cand uiti sa vorbesti, lasa faptele sa-o faca

Cand te pierzi in amintiri, trezeste-ti spiritul

Deschide ochi si invata sa apreciezi...sa iubesti...

O mare de lume, un timp fara nume.

Cuvinte lipsesc, ganduri palesc

Nimeni nu stie ce sunt si ce fac

In lume ma caut, un loc nu-mi gasesc

Un vis urmaresc, un suflet sa gasesc...

Dar unde?!p

Now listening:Jean Schultheis - Confidence pour confidence~

Heya....
Yesterday was a crazy day...veryyy crazy!My dear classmates made me sing that song in front of the class...and to french teachers also~So every hour starts with my song...me, in front singing and being romantic:)))p

Et si tu n'existais passssssss....lovely song!I have to sing this song for some french important people...imagine~Daniela, one of my classmates said that when I sing she feels emotional...nice huh?^

Today...canto time...gotta go^^Mata ne^
Now listening:Joe Dassin-Et si tu n'existais pas(my song*.*)

Heya....ohhh happy day!Don't know but i feel so damn happy...and T-kun is crazy~:)))
I don't want school...help!Useless ehh...i hope that today it will be a good day...i don't give a damn anyway.I wanna have fun today...

The sun is so bright and cold:P...and the wind is so furious...hmmm...nice dayp
Oke,,,start-->ja ne~

Now listening to:Goo goo dolls-iris

1 March~Spring love*

Heya....i love spring, such a good feeling coming along.How could you not love spring?!The wind blows so calm but still furious, trees are shaking, the sun is fading slowly...

I've made a composition...hope you like it:

1 Martie...simte tot ce nu ai simtit pana acum!Iubeste tot ce ai urat pana acum...schimba lumea in bine, coloreaza-ti viata in propriile culori, canta viata dupa propriul suflet~Love & Peace...or not?It's up to you^^Show everyone the real you, your lovely soul~...

Hehhe...i've made 'Martisor' cards for all of my friends and colleagues...they are so excited!Good job for me-->I'm a little spring cupidonpCall me if you are unhappy oke?:D

Feeling inlove...kissing thin air!~

Now listening to:Bryan Adams:have you really loved a woman~(uuu...lovely...hearts,lots of hearts)

Heya tomodachi-desu!Lum here again:P

Today was something like...Huge busy day~Damn that was hard...or not?!I had three tests:at math, chemestry and english.At math i'm pretty sure that everything is just a bigg mess:DYeah tipical for me...what can I say...I HATE MATH maybe.~

The printemps has arrived and I feel somewhow new and fresh but I still think that i need a vacation...FAST.Heee...nevermind, give up-_-''

I.M is such a crazy high school...all the people are united to spend their time outside the school not inside, in classes...pretty boring to stay at classes regulary.7 hours per day....COME ON, idiots~!Anyway...Stop, for nowp

Ja ne~Now listening to:Tegoshi Yuya(kawai)~Sunadokei^^Suki~*.*

P.s:I wanna meet T-kun one day!!!

Heya....i'm changing myself.Don't know why, but i feel like a different person inside.
I keep dreaming about Japan and I feel that i will get there sooner than I thought.Who knows?!
Anyway today i hope that it will be a good day...please let it be like that.

I need a vacation soon...but I far from getting one~

I need to finish my french essay....ja ne~

I'm listening to:Chris Daughtry-Over you~(nice voice dude~)

Life seems to be so sad sometimes.It's like you loose your head and you don't know what are you doing, what's your purposepI feel so empty inside that i cannot even imagine my life beyond the real life.I'm like a toy, an invisible toy of world.World seem to be so different from what i've imaginated...people are different, food is different, love is different, words are ...difficult.It hurts alot sometimes~

Watching the snow i've been thinking about...myself.Me and the world, me and my thoughts, me and my perfect boy i've never had.Empty again!I'm asking myself every day:my dream will ever come true?~Why i am so different?Because i want so or because this is my story, my destiny.I create my own world but still i'm losing my soul inside the real one.I'm losing the point of doing the same time every single day, in every single second...minute...year...life~

Please, let the snow fall and bring back my hopes, my dreams...my lost soul!I need it back..i can't live without my dreams...without dreaming;world it's too cruel under her fake face.Lies...all i see is lies and more hate than love.What's luv?Where is that?Can i found it one day?

Maybe i'll reach the stars one day and i'll pay the price of life.There is no succes without sacrifice.Isn't that right?!

Just let it snow under my soul and let my life follow her own way~bSacrifice yourself for your dreams and shall it be as i wish.

I'm now listening to:Anime sad song-_-''Hontou ni sad:(
I luv snow~

Lumea mi se pare o ironie uneori.Totul are un sens, totul are o culoare, totul un gust diferit.O zi mai buna, una rea, una buna , una rea...la nesfarsit.Dar totul tine de tine, de propria ta persoana.Nimeni nu poate sa iti spuna ce sa faci daca nu vrei si uneori simti ca te-ai bagat in ce nu trebuia si ca ai facut totul pe dos.Dar sentimentele de genu trec, trec si dispar si iar apar si tot asa.

Ehhh e prea frumos afara acum ca sa fiu iar melancolica si sa las lumea sa cada asupra mea.Lumea rascolita de un alb pur, iubirea o aduna si fulgii mici de nea in brate m-au cuprins.Cata dragoste am simtit atunci?Nici nu-ti poti imaginap...~
In ora de romana a inceput sa ninga asa de frumos incat mi-am dar frau liber sufletului si am scris o poezie.Wanna listen?Here it is:poem time.

Fulgi de nea

Ingeri albi coboara din ceruri
Aluneca pe stresini de lut,
O lume din basme,
Un suflet umplut cu iubire.

Dar unde si cand?
In sufletu-ti cald
Iubirea-i povara,
Mai grea decat lumea.

Te ninge, iubite
Te pierd in visare
Incerc sa t-ajung,
Dar vantul ma duce.

Departe, intr-un loc
Astept peste noi sa cada
Ingerii albi si plini de sperante;
Un vis, un gand, o imbratisare.

Privesc fara sa vad
Iubesc fara sa-nteleg,
Parfumul iubirii
Cu fulgi ne-nconjoara.

Enjoy the feeling...LOVE WINTER!~T-kun suki:Pp

Konnichi wa^^Uhhh it's so busy out here~!I don't really have time to write to you everyday...gomene-_-''But anyway..nothing special happen this days, just boring and boring.The only thing i love is Canto and Kempo...i must work hard!~~The sunshine is so beautiful and pale this days, love it!
Hmm...i want something special to happen to my life, but what?I don't really know...but maybe i'll be surprised one day:P

Gackt:Dears...lovely song again*.*Ja ne^^

Konnichi wa~I got up at 6:30 in the morning...
Today school starts again-_-''Boring!~There's nothing interesting in our school!And i have to take a test paper today at french...grammar...bleah~I like japanese more than french...

I found an interesting drama to watch:Hana KimipIt's pretty cool~That makes me want to love Japan more and more...i think that japanese high schools are so interesting, and it seems to be more easier at them.

Ok i have to go and study now...wish me luck^^Ja ne~,

Heya~

Flower are so beautiful...i made a present to my okasan today, a printemps present:XA beautiful Primola flower,so bright:pink with white....so PurepThis year must be a good one for all the people in the world~

Yesterday i was so tired and i didn't had time to talk to you...sorry-_-''But it was great...sensei-kun worked with me all the time...I did my best but i can Do Better than that.I wanna become a good fighter^^And i will...i must think positive for once in my life...Lol damn~

I'm busy now..i have to practice for Valentine's Day...i must sing at the spectacle and i've prepared to songs:Celine Dion-Taking Chances and Faith Hill-it matters to me...lovely song~
So i must go and practice....matane tomodachi^^

Arigatou P-kun~

P-kun...after seeing NWP i've learned a lot of things~!I wanna thank you for that-->Hontou arigatou^^You've made me realise that life is more than living...that life has here one interpretation and we must be happy for every moment, happy for being alive.!

I learned that if you share love you may get the same feeling back...you must Belive and you must have trust in youp...P-kun you've made to Promise that i will go to Japan and i will make my dream come true.I'm so happy just thinking about this...i feel free,my soul is free now and i feel like loving the hole world around me*:X

I love my brother, even that he is a pain in the neck sometimes, i love my mother even that she thinks that i'm a little crazy dreamer, i LOVE my hole family, i love JAPAN even that i've never been there before...I wanna scream:I WANNA LIVE IN JAPAN,

I WANNA HAVE AN ADVENTUROUS LIFE THERE,

I WANNA BECOME A SINGER IN JAPAN,

I WANNA FIND MY TRUE LOVE IN JAPAN(especially the last one, lol)!~.~!--__--''

Hehhe i'm pretty crazy..yeah i know~Break it, I don't wanna change myself for nothing and for nobody...I wanna live my life and taste the colors of love and happiness!,l

You know, my wish becomes stronger and stronger as i see you P-kun...looking at dramas means love and you make me create my own world inside my head...like a little Japan mind!~Funny thing~Hontou arigatou once again P-kun~I hope you will have a lovely life and you will be happy.

I remember that i used to hate you before, but i didn't know why...hmmm silly me, but in Romania we have a special word, a true one:Cei care se resping, se atrag or Urasti persoana pe care o iubesti, dar o urasti defapt din dragoste deoarece nu realizezi adevarul inca.I feel like being part of the last one:but now I realise...

The Corrs:Angel..lovely song, I'm listening to it right now, and it's a dedication for you P-kun^^Oyasumi nasai nee...

Dreams~Take your chances and listen to your heart...can you hear it?!What does she say?~

Heya~Ummmm...i'm feeling rather tired and bored...today was a weird day for me.I'm listening to an old song that i love:Bobby McFerrin-Don't worry be happy...oke if you say so..i'm happy...or not really~^.=

I was just thinking about world and about my stupid impossible dreams...sometimes i think that i'll never go to Japan and i will never make my dream true.Hmmm...damn i am so confused, won't somebody save me?!:((p[f

Anyway today was a busy day...i did alot of Cambridge tests and i'm so dizzy~I just wanna relax:((....but i can't because i have lots of thing to do-_-''Sometimes i'm afraid that i will never pass that very EXPANSIVE exam...and okasan will kill me~Damn i feel already dead...but, you know,i'm not really afraid of okasan, i just don't wanna waste moneyxk

I wanna be happy...but somehow i think i don't know the recipe of happiness and i think that my happiness is in Japan~Crazy thing to say huh?O.oBut who knows...

I will work hard to become a good fighter...this is my passion so i must keep it up~I wanna make sensei proud of me, i wanna show him that you can do everything if you are optimist~Gambate Lum desu^^

P.s:P-kun is interesting..he has such a good heart, and i like his smile:PI hope i will meet him one day~

Hello^^Another day...i had a strange dream last night...bbrrr~I dream that I had 2 mothers....sooo weirdO.o~And they were the same...that made me remember how important is my mam' for me...LUV here:X She is great...those 2 mothers were only a single person in my life~Hard to explain...My family is important for me...i couldn't live without them...my life is so good when I have them around:X

Today i had to make a video...huh it was so damn hard, i couldn't stop laughing and it was hard for me to concentrate.In that video i had to stay sad and melancholic...uuuurfxBut i did it...the sunny day helped me so much~It was a lovely sunny day today, the sun gaved me power and energy~-

After finishing the video i got out with Ionela...we had a long long walk~It was funny, we talk about Japan for about an hour LOlO.o~Luv Japan...

Well..i have to go to Kempo now...Kempo=love fighting...hehe i'm a strange girl:PGet used to it~

P.s:Ashiteru okasan:X...p

Time Pass

The start...always bright, always sad~But who knows...it might get a happy one in time.I'm here with all my thoughts and with my...soul~I'll never forget my dreams...i'll reach them one day...it's a PROMISE.Belive...*.*